zui jing

wo de bao bei shen ping le

ta shen ping le ke shi wo bu neng zhao ku ta zhai ta shen pian
i wish i'm right there beside here to take care of her
to take care of her like i did before

like when we attend our orientation,
bringing her to see doctor
then make sure she have her medicine
cool down her body temperature with the wet towel
make sure she gets her sleep
make sure the room temperature is just nice for her
bringing water for her
boil water for her to drink
skipping orientation together because she's dizzy
covering her with my comforter so that she's not cold
adjusting the air-cond so she wouldn't be too cold

or the time when she's not feeling well,
fetch her home
help to put "minyak kapak"
then massage her head so she's not that headache
boil water for her
moving around her room to get stuff for her
take care of her till she's asleep

i just wish i'm able to take care of you this time
to help you boil water
to get water for you
to walk up and down the stairs for you
to get the medicine for you
to make sure you have your medicine
to massage your "hei qing" for you
to make sure the blanket covers the whole you
to hug you so that you're not cold
to be able to be by your side constantly
to make you sleep
to be able to accompany you

i miss you so much that i can't find a word to express it anymore
i worry till i wish i'm the one sick
i wish i am able to take your pain from you
to have the flu from you
to have headache from you
to have sorethroat from you
i wish you're healthy while i'm the one sick

it hurts to see you so "xin ku"

water

i always make her angry
i always do things that she doesnt need and didnt do things that i should do
always late for her
always going on the wrong way
care about wu liao thing
what i should care i didnt care much
always getting her sad for me
making her angry for nothing
i'm so useless to her
i tot i done everything but it just seems like i did nothing
i tot i can prevent you from getting sick
but it seems that i failed
i tot you will forgive me
but i don't have what it take to make you forgive me
i'm just too useless
i care about you
cant you feel it?
i try my best do everything to make sure you're safe and that you're not sick
i care and i care a lot
maybe you don't feel it
but i really do care
every little things about you i care
i'm worry till i'm headache
is impossible for my brain to think about leaving you
all there in my brain is you

never perfect again

wo shi si jie shang zui teng ta de ren.. wei shen me wo hai shi ze yang de pei ta men pai ji?
wo ke yi rang ta shen wei zui xing fu de ren.. tong xin lian er yi...you bu shi sa ren......

i've already tried my best to be perfect.. tried to face them even though i know they actually dislike me.. sometime i feel i got a weird look from them but i try to smile back.. maybe it's just my problem.. maybe i think too much.. but i try..

thank you for not giving up even when you're under such stress
thank you for not leaving me right at this moment
thank you for sacrificing for me
i will be and will always be the most teng ni de ren..

i'm sorry for making you and your family stress about it..

love is about 2 person..not more

why do you have to care so much of what others think
wei shen me bu ke yi bu gu yi cue de zai wo shen bian ne
why others thinking have such big impact for you
why cant you be with me
is gender really such a big problem?
what they think really that important?
am i so not important to you?
am i less important than them?
i am at the peak...i just cant go any higher....
i might just break down and that will be the end

just in 1 day,today

you've stab me right into my heart twice in a day
i just wish the third stab will not come
it's too much to bear for today
i might not be able to cope with it

sorry

i really dun mean to make u sad
i'm not a good person
i'm really sorry
i regret for what i said and done
i'm sorry.......

i'm really sad when you're angry...